I’m looking down from the cliff, ive been standing there forever, possibly days? Maybe weeks? Or even months? All I see is the deep blue ocean. The waves crashing so elegantly. The smell of salt water consumes me. I can taste it on my tongue with all of my taste buds. I’m staring at the ocean like it’s an empty glass and i’ve been starting at this glass for days. I throw a pebble into the ocean I can hear it as it’s falling from the cliff. I can hear the wind taking it down into the breeze. I hear the tiny splash it makes like I have the hearing of 20 beings. Like the eye of an hawk, I see the tiny splash that the pebble has created. I get this sudden craving of wanting to be like the pebble, i want to be free and suddenly I have the urge to jump. I take a brief step back and think of the consequences of my actions, but I don’t care. I’m at the edge now I know i’m about to do this, without fear of the consequences. Suddenly i’m falling so gracefully, with my eyes closed. I’m enjoying the moment and every single second of it. It seems as if time had stopped when I fell. I love it, I love everything about this moment and about this feeling. I feel just like the pebble that I threw down to the bottom of the ocean. And then time speeds up and I start to get closer to the salt water. I can feel the mist of the waves crashing together now. Fear is not on my back, it doesn’t consume me. My feet start to touch the water, then my legs are fully in. The water is up to my waist now, then it begins to get past my neck. I’m fully in the deep blue now. I sink to the bottom, and I just sit there as if I belong there. I see beautiful creatures swim past me, unknown to man. I feel so lucky, I feel like I belong finally.
This is my home now.
A place where I fit in, these creatures don’t judge me. I am who I am
And this is my home now.